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~Update~

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So to begin, I deeply apologize for the false promises of uploading and for being so absent in the art front. Finals are coming up soon in April and it's the big crunch right now- I've got profs shoving assignments and tests down my throat left and right. Also awhile back I got some weird sinus to chest to stomach bug that lasted like 2 weeks so was totally out of commission. I am going to scan some of the little artsy things I did way long ago at art club. It's not much, and it's not my normal quality- since it's more like a social hangout with art (because I'm gabbing so much my art tends to be more doodles than anything). Anyways, when I'm off for the summer, I promise you guys there will be TONS of updates: on the progress of the first novel in TRC, progress on digital modelling and game development courses, doodles, concept art, requests that are long overdue (I have like 10 people on my list, let me know if you want to be added to this list- even if you already put a request in, feel free to give me another one), more digital art (with my little, cheap Wacom tablet), and back to painting (breaking out my easel (probably spelled wrong). I'm also thinking of starting a youtube channel this summer to be a sort of digital portfolio of my work, so stay tuned for that as well. Anyways, April 25th is the day of freedom (last exam on the last exam day in the last time slot- 7pm to 10pm, ugh ;P). Have a great day my lovelies, and don't give up on me.

Rachael, the over-tired student :) 

P.S. No gifs today guys, I'm too trashed lol.
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Stuck With Me

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RULES
1. Put your music player on SHUFFLE
2. For each question, press the next button (ONLY ONCE!) to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS - even if it is incredibly embarrassing.
4. Tag 15 friends who might enjoy doing the same as well as the person you got the tag from. I don't have the energy to tag you peeps lol, but feel free to tag yourself and do the journal ;P
5. You may add your comments

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1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY...
"Misery Business" by Paramore 
("But God it just feels soooooooooooooo good" XD) 

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
"Question Existing" by Rihanna
(I suppose I am philosophical o_0)

3) WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GIRL/GUY?
"Sunburn" by Ed Sheeran 
(I want a happy, passionate relationship where we can both provide compassion, support, and love to each other- a relationship where we can talk through our problems and be there for one another) 
 
4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"Alive" by Atrium 
(Song title is very literal LOL, I feel very nice and independent today) 

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
"Crushcrushcrush" by Paramore 
(I suppose my life purpose is to crush spys :o- apparently I'm in the wrong schooling program lol. Actually so far, my "life purpose" is to overall be happy- more specifically, make awesome videogames (using my geomatics knowledge among other things) with archaeology elements in them or rpg's) 

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"All Apologies (Live)" by Nirvana
(I don't hold grudges but store the emotions deep down I guess???) 

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Don't Let It Pass" by Junip 
("Where nothing is compromised, Nothing is lost. When everything is realized, Nothing is crossed") 

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"Take a Picture" by Filter 
("I feel so real" - I won't remember most of what happens in my life) 

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
"Burn It To The Ground" by Nickelback 
(Apparently the answer to math is to burn it, I very much agrree XD) 

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together" by Taylor Swift
(Seems fitting since my last 2 bestfriends throughout all of highschool totally screwed me over haha, not fitting to my childhood bestfriend- we are still fine ;P

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Starships" by Nicki Minaj 
("Bad bitches like me, is hard to come by" :D)

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Starstrukk" by 3OH!3 (feat. Katy Perry) 
(...) 

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"State of the Union" by Rise Against 
(Not American I guess is the moral of the song? lol) 

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Stay" by Rihanna (feat. Mikky Ekko)
("Something in the way you move, makes me feel like I can't live without you" and "Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving" - love the emotional tenderness in this song)

15)WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Stay Alive" by Jose Gonzalez 
(Being a 10 hour drive away from home for 8 out of 12 months of the year makes my parents worry about me, and very much want me to stay cautious and stay alive lol) 

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"Stay Away" by Falling in Reverse
(Apparently it's a rockin' wedding XD. Pretty sure my grandma would faint if this was my wedding song lol.) 

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"Stay This Way" by From Ashes to New 
("I live my life the way I choose, so walk away before I lose my mind, it's time, for you to say goodbye" and "everything inside of me is what it is, it's not changing"- going out with a bang I guess, one last finger to the world lol. )

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"Sticks & Bricks" by A Day to Remember
(Too many hobbies for one person- main ones are art, videogames, writing, reading, and music) 

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"Stolen Omen" by Black Veil Brides 
("Hope born in a time that's broken" and "I can't feel false ideals, another fool that's blind to what's real" :D Me and C are fools ;P)

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
"Stompa" by Serena Ryder 
("People working every night and day, never give yourself no time, got too many bills to pay ---> maybe not the WORST thing, but still pretty depressing and totally plausible with today's society ;P The worst might be being thrown into a pit of deadly snakes, or being flayed alive- something along those lines lol)

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
"Stone Cold Crazy" by Queen
(Hopefully heroically and not in a overly stupid or ridiculous way, also hopefully not for many a years) 

 22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
"The Story of Us" by Taylor Swift
(More like the nonexistant story of us- it's just a me, all by my lonesome ;P

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
"Straightjacket Feeling" by The All-American Rejects
(Being in a straightjacket might have me laughing, but most likely not because I find it funny- more like I'm crazy and laughing because my mind has gone caput) 

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
"Stray Italian Greyhound" by Vienna Teng
("This tired world could change" - there's so much hate and anger in the world no matter how much peace and happiness there is) 

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
"Stricken" by Disturbed 
("When the heart is cold, there's no hope" lol, we'll see what happens... ) 

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
"Strip Tease" by Hinder
(Going with the song, I suppose being fake or only a shell of myself) 

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
"Stronger" by Trust Company
(Yes, but I've been told that I intimidate people- I guess I have a tough persona when I where my sunglasses lol)

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
"Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You)" by Kelly Clarkson 
(Nothing, because literally "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger". All of my experiences have shaped who I am today, if I went back in time-apart from disrupting the space-time continuum and possibly creating alternate timelines with severe consequences- there's a chance I wouldn't be the same me, and I wouldn't want that :)

 29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
"Stuck On You" by Lionel Richie (feat. Darius Rucker) 
(My heart I guess, haha) 

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
"Stuck With Me" by Green Day
(Haha, you are all stuck with me ;P
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Hello all!! This is just a general notice for any watchers, friends, or

visitors who might be interested in joining my new group :iconworldclassartists:.

Anyone can join, no matter your skill level- every artist is still important. It'd be really cool if any of you are interested.
That is all. :D
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Hey all. I just wanted to let you know, if I haven't already, that I have 2 separate novels in the making- more in the processing stage (and one slightly more than the other, lol)- and that I will begin posting fan art of my novel characters and maybe snippits from my writing. This will be a long process, as I plan to have all of my OC's and story concepts planned out and illustrated. I've been on a creative kick since yesterday, laying out some key plot points, and plan to get more novel stuff done this weekend. Please join me on this journey, and hopefully you all will enjoy my work. :) Anyways, I know that was kind of a big ramble, I apologize- it's probably because of my lack of sleep. As always, peace out ;P

P.S. I will try to post updates more often as well, and keep you all informed of the novel progress. Also, the story I'm focusing more on at the moment is my dystopian sci-fy novel, as opposed to my urban fantasy/ mythology one ;P
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